satisfied cravings... almost.

well after another busy day at work, i felt GREAT! i decided to head to target... when i left there, i was STILL feeling good with lots of energy! so i went to raleigh on a mission. i wanted to get a honeybaked ham... why? because deli meat is forbidden... i dunno, it must be a "new" no-no... because everyone that has found out has been shocked and asked why... who knows.

i also had been wanting to go to whole foods and cruise around there to see what they had and get some soups that they make that i could freeze... or just get some ideas of something different to eat/fix... found a few soups i wanted to try... some yummy hummus and i got some SUSHI!! yes, crab-avocado-cucumber rolls... and oh. my. goodnes... it was FANTASTIC... i dove in as soon as i got home from my "outing" and wanted to lick the tray... but i didn't... instead, i just wished i had bought more... but nevertheless, its too far to go back... :(

so, i left whole foods and made a bee-line to honeybaked ham... arrived at 5:05... and what time do they close on saturday? 5:00... and the "lovely" employee was standing out in the parking lot staring at me as she sucked on her cigarette... ugh... i was pure DROOLING on the way over there... i guess i just never realized how often i eat sandwiches (and sandwich meat)... and ham in particular (its a BLD meat, ya know... breakfast, lunch, and dinner) ...and, i'll be honest--i'm getting prettttttty tired of chicken... and i'm not much of a beef eater... sigh.

i will try another day for the honeybaked ham... a plain baked ham will not do. i must have honeybaked brand.

tomorrow i will venture out to the grocery store... i've not been in quite sometime (thanks, lee for not hounding me--you knew i didn't feel like going and would go the first chance i got)... tonite? i must make my list! :) i'm feeling re-inspired to cook again... (or just tired of eating out... or BOTH!)

i hope this feeling is here to stay... at least for a little while! today, i have felt 99% normal!