its a tough job...

...being a great big brother...

despite yesterdays fiasco (i know, i'm being a bit dramatic) with the soap, nershi has really been great with eden...

he's very soft & cautious with her... and peeks into her crib from the end of our bed... and each person that holds her, he makes sure she's ok and "inspects" how they're holding her...

he's up with me when we're up for late night feedings and diaper changes and has hardly missed a beat with her...

we are still trying things to keep her awake before bedtime, and have let nershi kiss her hands a time or two... and she'll wiggle around and he looks up at me like "mommy, did she like it?!"

...but today, nershi snuck in a kiss... on her head... which gave her a fancy hairdo...

need a closer look?

ugh... bad mommy strike number 1... buuut, eden didn't seem to mind and i'm sure she'll be just fine :)

and after all that "tlc" ...it really is exhausting...

yeah, like "bury your head in a pillow" exhausting...

so, while all my babies are sleeping, i had a few minutes to blog & play on facebook while i watch biggest loser and wait for lee to come home so we can watch parenthood...

i'm really lovin' this mom thing...